{"id":420,"date":"2010-04-21T19:41:45","date_gmt":"2010-04-22T02:41:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/?p=420"},"modified":"2010-04-21T19:41:45","modified_gmt":"2010-04-22T02:41:45","slug":"april-is-still-the-cruelest-month","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/?p=420","title":{"rendered":"April is Still the Cruelest Month"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Honestly, I should have taken a break from the blog for the month of April.  I should have at least cut back.  Clearly I haven&#8217;t had much of anything interesting to say.  I seem to recall a lot of posts about how busy I am and how hard it is to keep doing a blog a day.  Welcome to another post like that.<\/p>\n<p>Only the stubborn of it keeps me going at this point.  I keep thinking May will be here soon, and I&#8217;ll have time to think and write again.  I keep telling myself I&#8217;ll be unhappy if May arrives, and I want to blog again, but I&#8217;ve broken my streak and have to start all over.<\/p>\n<p>Worse things have happened in this life.  A break would be for the best, but it looks like I&#8217;m unwilling to take one.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the problem with mule-headedness.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think I learned to be this stubborn in PhD school, which is actually an endurance test more than an intelligence test.  I got a PhD merely because once I started on it I was unwilling to let anyone be enough of a jerk to drive me away.  And by the way, OSU professors, please don&#8217;t call my mother to complain that I said that.  I don&#8217;t mean all of you obviously when I say that.  Probably not you specifically at all.  Not really.<\/p>\n<p>Regardless, every time I blame my unwillingness to quit, even when all evidence points to the fact that I should, on the conditioning of PhD school, I end up in a battle of wills with a two-year-old and start to think maybe there is a genetic factor as well.  I&#8217;m not the only person in my family capable of being this crazy.<\/p>\n<p>And to my nieces who are much more likely to call my mother than my old professors, I don&#8217;t mean your children.  <em>Obviously<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>And here you have one more act of fatigue-driven meta-blogging.  Thank goodness that&#8217;s over for today.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Honestly, I should have taken a break from the blog<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[51],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-420","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-the-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/420","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=420"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/420\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=420"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=420"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.writerlyhaphazardry.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=420"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}